THANK GOD.
I FOUND THAT MEMORY CARD.

OH YOU WOULDN'T WANNA KNOW WHERE I FOUND IT. I ALMOST STABBED MYSELF TO DEATH WHEN I REALIZED WHERE IT WAS. JUST GOES TO PROVE HOW STUPID I AM.

I'M LEAVING ON A 2:15 FASTCRAFT TRIP TODAY.
WISH ME LUCK ON MY FINALS. I SWEAR I'LL MAKE T UP TO YOU GUYS THIS SUMMER.

OH AND, GREEN ALERT!

SORRY. LEMME SPAZZ FOR NOW. IT'S NOT EVERYDAY I GET TO BE ALL SPAZZ-Y LIKE THIS. OH AND DON'T FORGET TO WISH ME LUCK WITH MY FINAL EXAMS.

OH AND, ZOMG. WHAT'S WITH ALL MY HIGH CAPS? WHAT'S UP WIT MEH? ERRR.. MUST BE SOMETHING I ATE. HEH. BUHBYE HOMETOWN. BE BACK IN A WEEK.

Labels: DREAM HIGH, FANGIRL, happy, home, I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YET, one of those OHYES moments, random

But I'm still alive and kicking. Oh but I srsly thought I was gonna die today. Went on sail again and the waves were just so.. !@#$%.. I srsly prayed my kind of like, last will or something.. Thank God I'm alive. And I survived the bumpy trip.

Labels: home, one of those what the hell moment

‘But don’t forget that memory is like salt: the right amount brings out the flavour in food, too much ruins it. If you live in the past all the time, you’ll find yourself with no present to remember.’ - Paulo Coelho [link]

I get to go home after about three weeks of being away from civilization. I was with Pa on the way, which was actually a good thing cause I never had to suffer from online life short term banning (his laptop plus faaaast wifi at the hotel equals !@#$%) and meal-skipping-slash-diet. I meet up with him in the City, which was an hour and a half trip away from where I currently stay and finally have lunch in his office. He lets me decide on whether to go home that day or the day after - and I choose to stay for a night with him. Just cause I've missed him that much.

Now, I am home, in my room and it's 11:41 PM in my clock. It's been about six months since I got to sleep in my own room. Yes, my very own room and I had to wait that long to finally be with my bed again. I know how this place has become all dusty and old and boring and stuff, but somehow, I like how it is right now - It reminds me of the days I wasn't there to keep it clean and fixed; it makes me feel proud how I've survived not getting to be in here for six months straight, how I've grown so much that my toes would almost reach the tip of my bed. Six months is not very long, but it's enough.


I find it amazing how six months was actually enough turning the OLD me into the me TODAY. And I feel so stupefied and hyped up about how I'm back in my room again, BLOGGING. And I'll be doing this for two more days. Just like what I have been doing some seven months ago. So I'd better make every minute worthwhile, then. That's a lot of pressure.

I downloaded The Alchemist eBook just now. I couldn't wait 'til Christmas eve for that Paulo Coelho set I've been wishing from Ma and Pa for Christmas. I want something to keep me busy. And nobody can ever keep me busy like how Paulo can. Tonight, I'll be reading The Alchemist 'til my eyes surrender. Oh yes, I'm serious.

Labels: 30 day challenge, bored, family, home, paulo coelho

Coin-operated boy by The Dresden Dolls Coin-operated boy Sitting on the shelf he is just a toy But i turn him on and he comes to life; Automatic joy. That is why I want a coin operated boy. Made of plastic and elastic, He is rugged and long-lasting. Who could ever ever ask for more? Love without complications galore. Many shapes and weights to choose from I will never leave my bedroom, I will never cry at night again, Wrap my arms around him and pretend....

Because I wanted to share this really really cute-slash-awesome song. I got it from Geli, the origin of my fueledbyramen madness who's obsessed with twins just because of Tokio Hotel. I really really love this song and I think it's what I want right now. I WANT A COIN-OPERATED BOY badllyyy. I hope something like it exits in this God-forsaken-real-world. I bet it will be the best possession a girl like me could ever have. Booyaaah. And all the girls would be like "Throw the real onessss! They're useless now!" Hahaha. Girl power to infinity and beyond.

Labels: 30 day challenge, home

I really hate movies with tragic endings. It always gives me the creeps; I never get over it even after weeks of different happenings pass by. So guess what, I went home for the long weekend and I've got nothing else to do. I had the chance to hang out with some old folks but I chose not to; I just wanted to stay home cause I know sooner or later, I'm gonna be missing it again. I was trolling through some DVDs and realized how much movies I've missed while I was away. I've always been the couch potato in the family, now I'm becoming the lamest couch potato. GUESS WHAT -- I still haven't watched Twilight Saga's ECLIPSE. I know I'm not really a fan - but just nowadays, you know you're not considered "IN" if you still haven't watched it. Oh but I don't really care, you know.

As I was browsing through some stuff, I found famous Edward Cullen's face in one of the covers; I asked my bro what movie it was. R E M E M B E R M E. The cover was kinda well (you know how much I judge a lot of stuff by it's cover) so I fed it in the player, but of course only after satisfying myself by asking my brother a few questions about it; a kind of like a review.


R E M E M B E R  M E.
It starred Emilie De Ravin and of course, Robert Pattinson. It bugs me everytime I look through some underrated works of art. I hate it when people judge something as NOT OKAY just because something better has come out before it did (for me, it's not even 'better'). The storyline is just EPIC. Imagine an expected bad ending with some really obvious reason; it really did end badly, but not with the reason I have already thought. It turned out to be !@#$%& (there's no really words for it). I just know, everybody should watch this. You could see Robert's acting more here; not only the vampire-gaze you always see of him. Something more realistic, something better. Also, I have imagined the story line in a Fanfiction. If it were a fanfiction, no matter who starred in it, I'll surely get hooked to it.

And because I have talked about fanfiction, I am gonna share mine too. I know how I start something and not end up finishing it (Yea, almost everybody do that a lot). I have lots of plots in my journal already; some of it really really bloody, some really just... normal. I figured I should at least share some of it online. Although I had already did that once. Dance With Me was a success, only that I was not able to finish it real fast. It's still ongoing, but I'm planning to revise the whole writing. It just reminds me of how I used to suck at writing.

But, I have something new. I'm just up for first few chapters, but I have received some warm comments already. It's starring Korean people; so kpop haters, you might wanna scram right now. Thank you.


I have always imagined MiSo in a fic together with the rest of WG and 2PM. I have always been a WonderPM worshiper (yes, worshiper). The plot is kinda bloody; but in a way you'll really enjoy. Though the few chapters won't emphasize the bloody part. Just watch out for  it. Double Damned Replica, because both of them are gonna be real DAMNED in the story. Replica - well, that's for you to find out. If you have some time you could perhaps drop by and comment : [click] [click] [click] Thank you! [click image for full view]


I am going back to Miami (Miag-ao, in the real world) later. There's gonna be the ABS Broadcasting Competition and some really good CMS student will be representing UP - so we have to support our schoolmate-slash-coursemate. This week is gonna be all schoolworks again, I have a feeling that I'm not gonna be able to lurk on some affies for some time, please bear with me. Heehee. I still love you all though. I just had a long chat with Mace-unni and Eunice-unni. That explains why my chatbox are full of their names! Heehee.

So I'm going ahead now. Just a postscript: People who are planning to be directors, scriptwriters whatsoever, please remember that I'm signing up to be one of the bad ending haters club. Okay? Thank you :P

Labels: fanfictions, home, movie review

Hello there. [♥]
So you may have dropped in to my blog and caught in the time when I had the " I am home!" mood in my header up there . Yea, I did go home and I had loads of fun there . I am in my Freshman year in a University and this is the first time I'm studying away from my family . So far, so good. I have a sister and four more brothers - they all lived together now, I'm the only one away so that kinda makes me feel jealous of them. I can pretty much say I am not used to being away from them. When I went back home, I met some friends again after a long time : Maxine, Kim, James, Fitz, JJ, Star, and Herman (He was so cute! He looked like a Korean when I saw him. I barely recognized him!) --because they ate in Chef Will's and I saw them in the Cafe next to it. But of course, I spent more time with my Family. I have been nostalgic lately and I felt like I needed to go home to be myself again. I realized that I needed a dose of HOME from time to time to be able to survive. So for survival purposes, I went home ! I went home with Feb, a very good friend and dorm mate of mine from BS Psychology. We lived in the same province so yeah.

CHEF WILL's [♥]. For most of my time there, I was at Chef Will's. I had to help Mom with all the stuff and I kinda felt really good cause all the serving stuff made me remember summer- when I was with my cousin Patrice and we were the ones incharge of keeping up our Aunt's Resto . Oh how I miss my cousin. Hope I see her soon.
Daughtz(Maxine) and I agreed to meet up during lunch time cause she had Choir Practice in the morning and since her and my (old)school was just near there, she dropped by, had lunch with a few more friends, and had a little chat with me and my Lil' sister. Maxine has been a part of the family now . She's always welcome and I feel like I am too in their house. I've been there a lot of times already and did a lot of crazy things with her too so I can say she's been a sister to me and a family to my family now. I  We just love her [♥].
1. After a long time of being away from each other, I finally had time with my Mom! I am so happy I saw her before August ended. Missing her Birthday was bad enough. I couldn't imagine myself missing her Birthmonth . My other brother's gonna have his Birthday on the 25th too! Too sad I'm not gonna be there. I love you Kuya John! [note: Kuya is older brother in our language.]
2. The three little sisters. Haha. You know, what really made me happy was that I knew we didn't have to go to the mall just to experience fun. We just sat there, talked and laughed together, and Poof!I felt completely Happy! [♥].
 3. I'm with my little sister after what seemed to be years! Forgive us for looking so gross . Maxine took this pic in the afternoon and it was sooo darn hot there . Notice how Alecx had her hair un-combed. Haha. And she kept on bombarding my phone again! She really loved one game Party Bubble Popper. Whenever I went home, she'd ask if she could borrow my cellphone and immediately browse through stuff and play the game. I even remember one time when I was about to leave, she was like, "Ate, don't delete my account in Party Bubble Popper, okay?!" So basically, she owned that game. [note: Ate is older sister in our language.]

Now that I'm back, I feel completely happy again. I have something really big behind me, always pushing me forward, making me do stuff for my good and the good of everybody: My Family and friends. I really love them and I feel like they're my Vitamins. They make me feel stronger everyday.

Labels: family, friends, happy, home