Because I kinda don't wanna talk about anything right now. I'm sad. Dream High ending broke my heart. And then I suddenly wanted to blog. But I dunno what to blog about, I dun want to blog about sad things, but all I could think of is Dream High. And I remember my 30 day challenge. I can't believe I still haven't finished it after a long time. Me such a lazy ash.

Labels: 30 day challenge

I dunno why I love this day.
Too many smiles. And look-aways. And glance-stealing. And the butterflies, AHHHH. They never fail.

I think this is something good tho. Cause I noticed how I've been posting depressing posts lately. It's about time forces of the earth gimme something to smile and go giddy about.

Plus Dormitory Week's gonna be REALLLLL FUUNNNN. And I can't wait. Wooooo.
I'M JUST REALLY LOVING IT HERE... A LOT..

Labels: 30 day challenge, DABID, happy

I tell you who.

*raises hand*
ME ME ME.

This whole addiction thing's gobbling my whole mood up and I'm starting to believe this is gonna be it... The time my life starts sucking like lalalala. By the time I graduate from this University, I'll be a full-pledged Fangirl, I bet.

I hate rain. I hate how it reminds me of romantic movie scenes and kissing and happy endings. You know that feeling? Yea. It sucks. And yayy to me for continuing the challendge up 'til today.

Labels: 30 day challenge, friends, random, UP

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Packing was never my thing. Ahh. It just sucks. It only gets exciting when I do it for home. But when I do it for going back to MY place, it get's soooooo... BORING and stuff..

And I still find it so hard to believe that we're actually ONE YEAR AWAY from the ALLEGED END OF THE WORLD. HAHAHA. FUNNY. I dunno, but when we reach 2013, I'll SRSLY watch the movie 2012 AND ROFLMAO LIKE HELL. HAHAHA. But if we don't then.. OH DEAR GAWD, THE WRITER OF THE MOVIE IS A GENIUS.

I'm going back to MYAMI tomorrow. If the weather goes a little easy on me, that is. The only thing that makes this whole going back thing exciting though, is the fact that I'd be seeing my fellas again. I missed them like yeah. But I srsly don't miss CLASSES. HAHA.


BLAAAAH. MUST STOP TALKING NONSENSE NOW.
Oh well.. At least I enjoyed my Holidays. Lucky enough. Hope everybody did too.
ILOVEYOUALL. :*



I usually don't bring a bag these days. Sumtimes I feel so wrong having one when I actually don't have sumthing useful in it. So I just put my phone in my pocket and insert my eyeglasses between my collars and sum cash in the other pocket and a handkerchief scram. But yeah, I'm normal. If I do bring one, you'll find normal stuff in it, like:

MY EYEGLASSES.
MY MOBILE PHONE. (w/ earphones)
MY KIT (which is actually one of those not-useful-stuff I was talking about) (eyeliner and shadows, powder, comb, perfume)
SOMETHING FROM PAULO (right now it's The Pilgrimage, - I got as a present for Chrsitmas) JUST IN CASE YOU KNOW, I GET BORED. (that happens a lot)
HANDKERCHIEF
MY STUDENT ID.

Labels: 30 day challenge, graphic site, I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YET, random, school

So I'm finally home. And all the packing up and traveling has to pay. So I'm making every bit of my stay WORTH EVERYTHING. And today, I started with sleeping.

I slept for about 14 hours in total. With a thirty minute break somewhere in the middle. Haha. I enjoyed it a lot. I get to sleep that long in my own rooooom once again, which by the way looks a bit more like my lil' sister's room now than mine (cause of all the pink stuff). Oh come on, you just gotta love all the sleeping and eating and stuff. THIS IS WHAT I CALL HOLIDAYS.

So yea. I just watched the movie Ramona and Beezus with my sis. It was so much fun. Plus, I get to add some more songs to my infinite playlist. One of my favorites is Mat Kearney's The Edge of the World. Ohhh, you've just got to love this song. It's making me feel high in a way.

Labels: 30 day challenge

I feel soooo greeen. Cause I'm wearing green all over. Hurrah. Mum got me some groceries. Yayy. Oh can't believe it's already December. 25 days left before Christmas. The next time I'll be going home would be for the Christmas break. And I think we're spending Christmas in Samar. Cause it'd be my cousin's debut and they're like asking me to be the emcee and my bros and sis to perform. So yea.

Labels: 30 day challenge, countdown to christmas, I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YET

‘But don’t forget that memory is like salt: the right amount brings out the flavour in food, too much ruins it. If you live in the past all the time, you’ll find yourself with no present to remember.’ - Paulo Coelho [link]

I get to go home after about three weeks of being away from civilization. I was with Pa on the way, which was actually a good thing cause I never had to suffer from online life short term banning (his laptop plus faaaast wifi at the hotel equals !@#$%) and meal-skipping-slash-diet. I meet up with him in the City, which was an hour and a half trip away from where I currently stay and finally have lunch in his office. He lets me decide on whether to go home that day or the day after - and I choose to stay for a night with him. Just cause I've missed him that much.

Now, I am home, in my room and it's 11:41 PM in my clock. It's been about six months since I got to sleep in my own room. Yes, my very own room and I had to wait that long to finally be with my bed again. I know how this place has become all dusty and old and boring and stuff, but somehow, I like how it is right now - It reminds me of the days I wasn't there to keep it clean and fixed; it makes me feel proud how I've survived not getting to be in here for six months straight, how I've grown so much that my toes would almost reach the tip of my bed. Six months is not very long, but it's enough.


I find it amazing how six months was actually enough turning the OLD me into the me TODAY. And I feel so stupefied and hyped up about how I'm back in my room again, BLOGGING. And I'll be doing this for two more days. Just like what I have been doing some seven months ago. So I'd better make every minute worthwhile, then. That's a lot of pressure.

I downloaded The Alchemist eBook just now. I couldn't wait 'til Christmas eve for that Paulo Coelho set I've been wishing from Ma and Pa for Christmas. I want something to keep me busy. And nobody can ever keep me busy like how Paulo can. Tonight, I'll be reading The Alchemist 'til my eyes surrender. Oh yes, I'm serious.

Labels: 30 day challenge, bored, family, home, paulo coelho

Seriously, I think I am slowly becoming USEFUL. You know that feeling when you realize you've been really busy and you feel like you always don't have enough time for this and that? Yea. I'm feeling it right now.

Not sure whether or not it's supposed to be a good thing though. I only know that I'm learning a lot from life. My feeling right this moment though, doesn't really coincide with what I've just blurted out. There are just too many stories. Too lazy to explain each of 'em. But at least I want you guys to have a gist of what's been happening to me lately (specifically the second semester). ON BULLETS. (Just like how dear UMI does it.)

• I got in SAMAKAKA, A Politiccal Org fighting against Women Oppression. Hyea. I'm making it official. I now am a part of Party Alliance.

• I'm starting a little business with some friends. It's called UNO (Unlimited Networking Opportunities), a networking company designed for ages like me and my friends. We're starting up an Organization inside the campus (SEEKERS). We call it SIDELINE but, oh well it's kinda, hard, but so much fun at the same time. Remember when I mentioned something about doing something useful? I think this is it. Yayy me. :D

• I've decided. I'm finally getting over him. Don't ask who. You know him.

• Hung out more lately. Never realized how fun it could be staying out of the dromitory late for dinner. Dun worry mum, I'm not breaking any rules.

•  November 23. A date people like me MUST NEVER EVER FORGET. Did candle-lighting with sum peeps. In commemoration of the Ampatuan Massacre last year, wherein about 30 ( YES, THIRTY ) innocent MEDIA PEOPLE were killed no mercy.

• We have one class together (Humanities 1). Not gonna elaborate on this, No-uh.

• Been preparing for DEC 10. Int'l Human Rights Day. It's world-wide, so, mark yer calendars now. Hee.

• Made another pub for our dormitory. It's for today's Olympics. wherein, by the way I'm gonna play Table tennis (wish me luck).

• NEWSFLASH. I'm giving the one who made me smile last night a chance. But I want him to observe the THREE MONTH RULE. I feel like it's a bit too early for us. I dun wanna make the same mistake.

It's pretty much SELF EXPLANATORY.  I just can't live without CHOCOLATES. YUUUUM. Must-go-get-one-now. BUHBYE :]

Labels: 30 day challenge, chocolates, college life, happy, NO TO BUDGET CUT, UP

You know, I hate JERKS. I dunno, I just really really hate them like I wanna stab them to death or hang them with a rope some place where everybody (including me) could see them bleeding to death. That'd be epic. So epic it'll teach all jerks their lessons.

Okay. Maybe I'm wrong. But I dun really care about it anymore. Just remembered one line from one of my favorite animated movies, The Monster House:

"When a guy with tattoos comes up to the drive-thru, give him his burger, not your phone number." - Zee the babysitter.

But that's not my exact story. Okay fine. Somehow, it's kind of like that. But not totally. Mine's just a little too complicated to be put up as a line in some animated movie. Mine's kinda like.

"When a cool guy who's good friends with your roommates tries to ask for help from them to get you or something, no matter how much they convince you that he's a very good guy, don't believe them. Go find out yourself. Don't be lazy ass. Like me." - Regina Philange, originally the voice in Phoebe Buffay's head, but now the voice in my head too.

So yea. My story's kinda like that. And it sucks. It just sucks like hell. On second thought, I feel relieved that I had to find that out this early. It's just sooo... EPIC FAIL.

BLAAAHHH. Talk about guys. They never learn their lessons. I dunno but I think they kinda enjoy learning it the hard way. HAHA. It's gonna be their burden, not mine. So I dun care.

SAYANG. OKAY PA NAMAN SIYA TANI.
EXCEPT THE 50% POSSIBILITY THAT HE'S TOTAL JERK. I THINK.

Labels: 30 day challenge, college life, GUYS SUCK, UP

Once again, I'll be blogging for the sake of the challenge. Been feeling kinda effed up lately. I have problems. Family problems. And I'm we're tryna fix it right now. Hope everything turns out okay soon.

Been busy with school too. Wooo. New subjects and teachers. New friends. Boooyah. New crush. Weheehee. I'll get back to you guys. Sorry for not replying to your tags and comments. I'll make it up to you when my sched gets a little looser. 'KAY? Good.

As of now, I think I'm dying because of too much TONSILLITIS. It just hurts sooooo baaaad. Been doing sum remedies for it but it's not working. OHWELL. Might just die right now.

MY THROAT HURTS SO BAD :'(

Labels: 30 day challenge, college life, family, friends, problems, random, school

OH COME ON, BUGGER.
FREAK OUT ANYTIME BUT NOW.
DARNIT. I don't feel like going back to that God-forsaken or maybe not place.


Darnit, why can't it all just be as simple as that? Why do we all have to be far away just to be in a freakin' school? I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP. But no, it's not quite the right time for SUCKING. I'll lose all the drama in my life if I do. I feel like I'm never gonna get ready for the next semester. I dun want any more bluebooks! Been feeding myself up with them since highschool! Right now, I can say I just want that freakin' sheepskin-whatever I'm gonna be needing to find a JOB and finally start being useful to this world. It's kinda one of those I-wish-there-were-typhoons-and-floods-and-hurricanes-so-my-trip-gets-canceled feeling. Oh come on, I know you're all familiar with that.

  

Labels: 30 day challenge, I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YET

H U L L O   D E A R S.
PLEASE VISIT MY GRAPHIC SITE AT:

http://almonds-andraisins.blogspot.com/ [VISIT]

It's a book-inspired graphic site. From the one I'm currently reading: Maisie Mosco's Almonds and Raisins. Did not have sumthing yummy in mind to name my site so I just chose the book's title. Heee. You can apply as a maker. I'm inviting sum peeps to. Cause classes are gonna be back again and I couldn't be online as often as I've been going online for the past weeks. So I kinda need some help. Just contact me if you wanna be a part of it :D



I can be a beggar for a day.
Not that I wanna BE ONE. No. I just feel like it. I wanna feel free, you know. Free-er than anyone else. Maybe it's because I love travelling a lot too. I've kinda been dreaming about living a nomadic life. Guess I just wanna feel like those beggars from Coelho's The Zahir. Esther would say that beggars were the only ones who never pretend to be happy. To this I quote a conversation between the main character, who was a best-selling writer and a bunch of beggars from the book from which I've learned a lot:

“Who are you? What kind of life is this? You’re healthy, you could work, but instead you
prefer to hang around doing nothing!”
“We choose to stay outside, outside a world that is fast collapsing, outside people who
live in constant fear of losing something, who walk along the street as if everything was
fine, when, in fact, everything is bad, very bad indeed! Don’t you beg too? Don’t you ask
for alms from your boss to pay the owner of your apartment?”
“Aren’t you ashamed to be wasting your life?” asks the woman in the purple coat.
“Who said I’m wasting my life? I do precisely what I want to do.”
The burly man interrupts, saying:
“And what is it you want? To live on top of the world? Who told you that the mountain is
necessarily better than the plain? You think we don’t know how to live, don’t you? Well,
your wife understood that we know exactly what we want from life. Do you know what
we want? Peace! Freedom! And not to be obliged to follow the latest fashions—we make
our own fashions here! We drink when we want to and sleep whenever we feel like it!
Not one person here chose slavery and we’re proud of it, even though you and people like
you may think we’re just a lot of pathetic freeloaders!”

So yea. Guess that pretty much explains everything. I'm travelling back to Miami tomorrow for the second semester. Woooo. I feel nervous and excited as well.
But I think I'm ready for another bunch of (God forbid) terror professors, dirtbag-looking bluebooks, achievements and maybe humiliations too. Bring it on.

Labels: 30 day challenge, college life, graphic site, happy, paulo coelho, random, school, UP

I dun get why people just have to give a big fuss about the littlest things in existence.

They should be gettin their freakin' attentions to more important stuff, you know. And I mean, really really important ones. People keep digging the President's relationship with his personal designer, when they have a whole lot more significant issues to think about - like the K12 education thing., which for me is a very big NO. People should know by now where this whole budget-cut thing for State Universities and our University came from. It is and will always be obvious: the government has no sufficient funds for this K12 education system; and where are they supposed to earn funds? Of course, from schools they have control over. //cough cough//. OUR SCHOOL, and all the other subsidized Universities. Very nice idea. Very very nice. How can you possibly call someone a scholar if he/she pays almost the same tuition rate as those who are in a private school? With this I have one word: TRASH. It's obvious as well that this whole K12 system is because we're the only Asian country left with the old system. Kind of like a trend that's going on. Well, I can pretty much claim that IN THIS POINT OF TIME, WE DON'T NEED FREAKIN' TRENDS. We need high quality education at the lowest cost.

Okay. I dun wanna give you fires today. It's All Soul's Day. Supposed to be a peaceful day. Anyways, I couldn't give you any Halloween treat for this year. So sorryy. //sob sob// I got so busy with some other stuff. I'll be releasing my graphic site's link soon. Please stay tuned for it. :D but expect a Christmas gift from me some time in December. //jump clap jump clap// Hurrah.

Darnit. Our scanner won't work right now. I couldn't give you an actual one. But I can tell you tho, that I pretty much looked normal some years ago. Like this one. See? I look normal right? Haha. I could post a baby pic some other time; when the scanner gets fixed. Haaaah. Bottomline: I looked pretty normal. TEEHEEE.

Labels: 30 day challenge, college life, school, UP

Had some fun hanging out with peanutbutter and orangeregine today. Plus, ate Shint.

We were planning movies. But we ended up eating candies in one corner plus that little donut dip on Mr. Donuts. Had much fun food-tripping with them. And daaarn, ate Shint should finish her comicbook. I wish I have skills like theirs too. Huuu. I feel so useless. 

Anyways, I dun feel like telling a story today.  I guess I can say I dun really feel okay. But I'm okay. It's just this feeling, you know. I think I'm slowly becoming a coward. All hail me. When was I ever brave enough? I keep on letting myself believe I can do IT. The IT I still don't recognize until now. I feel like shrinking (yes, literally) everytime I think about the future. I feel so unleaded. I need something to keep me on track. Kind of like a drug that'd perhaps make me feel focused? I guess I need an inspiration.

On the contrary, I dun think I need a boyfriend at all. I find it so ironic how my family NEVER made having a boyfriend an issue to me. They say it's so not prohibited. And that I could have one as long as it does not go off board, if you know what I mean. But I dun really want one. GREAAAT. While other daughters get so busy keeping their relationships from their family, here I am, very free to have one and yet I'm wasting my chance. Haaah. Whatever, I just want to be inspired SOMEHOW. Bottomline is: I wanna have that freakin' courage I need to finally talk to HIM. I NEED TO SAY HELLO, darnit. I know, I know. I sound so hopeless. Believe me, I am. I just wanna say hello.

"HELLO, YOU NERD. I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU. YOU SHOULD BE KNOWING THAT BY NOW. GUESS YOU'RE TOO BUSY WITH YOUR MATH PROBLEMS. BLAAAAH. Ihateyoulikeyou. Or should it be, Ihateyoulikeyou?"

You should be laughing by now. I sound so much like a hopeless fangirl. Guess I really am a fangirl. And guess I am hopeless too. WHATEVER. I wanna die. KIDDING. OKAY. MUST.STOP.FANGIRL-ING.NOW.

I'm finally halfway from completing the challenge. Cheers.

Labels: 30 day challenge, bored, friends, problems, random

Just last week I've been ranting about dozing off a lot. Haaah. Now it's the other way around. I always stay up very late and I'm starting to believe it's becoming a bad habit. A very very bad one.

I went out with Mom again today. We watched a movie and bonded more. Yayyy. I'm gonna miss her and the rest of my peeps. I feel like I've been wanting to do a lot of things lately. And I guess it's because, again, I wanna do sumthing with my life so badly. I feel uneasy whenever I'm left with nothing to do.

But before this year ends, I promise to watch:
*Narnia 3: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader (so daarn excited!)
*HP 7: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (next weekend with sum friends!)
*RPG Metanoia (first Filipino 3-D movie. ipagmalaki ang sariling atin.)
*At least one Manila Film Fest entry.

So that's it. I posted a look on lookbook today. It's my first look. Mind Hyping my first look? [click here] Thanks!

Labels: 30 day challenge, family, lookbook, movie review

I went out with Mom today.
It was breaking my heart how I was trying to grasp the idea of starting to spend more time with her. Cause none of these moments with her will ever be normal in the next days, weeks, months and years. I'm starting to feel like something's always gonna be lesser everytime I see her when I go home from Miami from time to time. Not only with her, but also with the whole of my family. Ahhh. I'm really gonna miss them more.

On second thought, I'm really happy with my family right now. I feel like they're my reasons for everything. I keep on asking myself: "Why am I doing these?" "Why am I like this?" And the answer just automatically pops out of my head. Because I have them and I know they'll always be there for me. Ma and Pa have been together for twenty years. And it makes my heart jump everytime I read exchanges of sweet textmessages between them and everytime I realize how they make each other feel okay everytime one of them feels down. I think it really is TRUE LOVE between them. After everything they've gone through, I know they still really really really love each other and I'm very very happy for them.


And gawwwd, why am I talking about this?? Guess it's because the idea of TRUE LOVE does not ever spoil in me. I'll always believe that true love exists and that it will conquer anything. BLEEEEH. I'm starting to sound like a hopeless romantic person. MUST.STOP.NOW.

Dear Someone,

I'm not sure if you still remember me, but I think you do. Heee. I just wanna say hello though. Cause it's not everyday I get to talk to you. Cause yea I get so freakin' shy whenever you're around and you make this little girl shrink whenever you appear. Though you're not totally aware that you're hurting me, it's okay. It's my fault after all. I told myself not to tolerate any feelings until further notice, but this hard-headed freak still did. So basically, it's okay. I don't hate you; I may even think it's the other way around. Everybody's telling me to talk to you, even I tell myself to do so too; they say it wouldn't do any harm to any of us. But I dunno, everytime I see you, something SHUTS ME UP. And so I'm really sorry if I make you feel like I don't know you and that I'm a total snob or something. But really, I know you. I know everything (maybe not everything) but I know you, really. So I would advice you to do the first move. I dun really talk to crushes. That's not me. I simply get addicted to the idea of you being my crush, and everything follows, but really, I don't initiate any contact. BLEEEEHH. I know you're a smart guy. Ahhh. You're just so ideal. That's all. But I know you'll never get the chance to read this, so yea. I'll keep on dreaming. :p And yes, I LIKE YOU.

Labels: 30 day challenge, family

Okay. I dun know what to post right now.
Again, I'm just posting for the sake of today's challenge. I told you, I can't waste time! huuu. I dun think I'm gonna be able to update this often when I get back to Miami ; this also kinda explains why I'm hurrying this whole challenge thing up.

Today I did my usual sembreak routine. I woke up late (again), did the same things I've been doing for the past weeks I've been here, and now, blogging (again) very late. I wanna do something with my life, darnit. I feel so useless. I wanna do things; I wanna learn. I feel so uneasy everytime I realize I'm left with basically NOTHING TO DO again. Especially now that I've already finished Coelho's The Zahir, my third. I think it's because I'm getting so used to my typical Miami routine : Wake up, cram, eat, cram, go to class, cram, cram and cram. OH AND CRAM too. Yeah, I do a lot of cramming and I dun care. Sometimes, it helps. At least I've got SOMETHING to do, right?

I spent my whole time on the computer fixing peanutbutter's blogskin. Then I got to realize how hard it is conceptualizing something you basically have no idea about. But I think I know her enough so I guess it went well. Glad to be of help to her. Oh and now that I got exposed to more awesome skins, I'm starting to feel like mine is kinda getting boooorrriiing. I wanna change my skin soon. At least before the second semester starts. I wanna cut my hair too. It's too long already. Fuuuuu.


I DON'T LIKE EGOTISTICAL PEOPLE. I choose not to elaborate on this part. To the people on top, you may be really on top, but that doesn't make you important to everybody. It's a matter of HARDWORK ad RESPECT before you get to be respected.

So, as to quench my "i-need-something-to-do" thirst, I think I'm going out with peanutbutter and reginald on Saturday. I wanna watch a moooovieeee so badlyyy. Hope it's final.

Labels: 30 day challenge, bored, paulo coelho, random

Okay. I dun feel like typing much. I feel bored.
And since I'm tryna kill some time, I wanna do something that'd save me from this boredom.
I previously lurked into dear Lulu's blog and found this. Also found it circulating on FB now so yea. I thought Hey, this is exciting. I should do this. So I'm doing it now. Hooooo.

RULES:
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "ARE YOU OKAY" YOU SAY?
Collide by Dishwalla ( uhhh. whut?)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Make it mine by Jason Mraz ( ... )

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Lip gloss by Lil' Mama (WTH?! lmao)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Whatever you like by Nicole Scherzinger (OHHYEAHHH.)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Radio by Music Soulchild ( huh? )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Happy Birthday by Click Five ( haa. bottomline : LIFE. )

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
A love of your own by J Holiday ( wth does that mean? )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Call me by Tweet ( haaaah? )

WHAT IS 2+2?
Love taps by The Pen up Girls ( IDC about math anyway. lol )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
You and me by Sean Kingston ( huuhh? lol )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Find me by Boys Avenue ( just what I want him to do. pshhh. )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Sweetest Thing by U2 ( Keewwll.)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
It's over now by Neve ( huh? i'll never grow up? wuutt? )

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Keep you much longer by Akon ( awwww. )

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Be the one by Dontae ( an RNB song?! o_O )

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You and me by Lifehouse ( haaah. reminds me of someone i USED to like.)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Want it, need it by Plies ft. Ashanti ( ... )

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Never ever by Ciara ft. Young Jeezy ( Ohhhyeaaah. )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
All I have by J.Lo ( Hahhh. 101% agreed. )

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
One headlight by Wallflowers ( darn, old song. o_O )

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
So far away by Bamboo ( Ohhh? Hahh. :p )

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
For you I will by Teddy Geiger ( Ahhhh. Fave song <3 )

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The Freshmen by The Verve Pipe ( Ahhh. What's wrong with my freshman year? T_T )

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Oops Oh My by Tweet ( WTF? I die of S-ing?! o_O )

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Viva La Vida by The Coldplay ( Is that a YES? haha. )

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Sunday bloody sunday by U2 (Wth?)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Don't worry be happy by Bobby Mcferrin ( Haha. Indeed. :p )

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Hate that i love you by Rihanna dt. Ne-yo ( Pshhhh. )

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Hush by LL Cool J ( Haaaah :p )

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
You don't miss your water by Craig David ( Okayy then. )

Phew. I never noticed I had a wide variety of music genres in here. Surprisingly, I know all of the songs. From 60's blues to today's rnb's and rap. Cool. On second thought, I guess my challenge for today is kinda related. Hoooo.

Labels: 30 day challenge, bored, game, random

I am learning a lot from Paulo Coelho. And I mean it.
Maybe it's because this man is a real genius. He has his own language; one that people could really understand and relate with so easily. He speaks a general word.

I remember one part of his book The Zahir where he mentions about people who have plans in life. People who just blunder on, with no idea where their target is. They plan on getting married, having their own chilren, own riches in life - then they say they're satisfied. But are they, really? I mean, after they get everything they want, will they be able to experience true happiness?

I dunno. But what I know is, that I dun want to be like those people. I want to have a target. One that's hard to shoot but not too far. Not too far for me to shoot. I think I have a lot of time for shooting. Right now, it's all about the target. I have to focus on my target. Though I have no idea where I could find that target, I know I will find it soon. I will, I just have to look further and deeper. I'm gonna get it soon enough, I just know.

Meanwhile, I wanna enjoy life. I wanna take a break from being the avid listener. I am human. I do have my own problems to solve, own family to worry about, own books to read and lessons to learn. I have my own life to live. And I hope everybody understands that. I always understand; now I want to be understood.

Guess I'm gettin' really serious here. Hoooo. Don't mind me. I'm just playing with words. :p Anyway, here goes my challenge for today.

Labels: 30 day challenge, happy, paulo coelho

I don't feel like typing a lot today.
Been busy with Mischievous Kiss Hoooo. I really like it but durn, internet is just tooooo sloooow and it's killing me. Huuuu. I guess I'll have to wait 'til full episodes comes out in the market. But I dun think I can bear waiting that long.

I've been reading Paulo Coelho's the Zahir. I really really like love it. Paulo Coelho is just epic. At first I thought it'd be one of those boring-blaaah-blaah books I've surprisingly finished reading just because of boredom. But I'm really learning a lot from it.

I have this tendency to be really useless sometimes, just plain useless human being. It bugs me whenever I realize how much I can't do a thing to make something better. I just hate the fact that a lot of people have plans with their lives; I'm sixteen and I don't have a freakin' plan yet. I know it's kinda early (or not), but I feel like I'm always running out of time. And I always go like "GEEEEZ. What do I wanna be when I grow up?! Really!" But I'm a grown up now (am I?), so what the hell? Seriously, I wanna do something with my life now. Geez.

Labels: 30 day challenge, paulo coelho