THANK GOD.
I FOUND THAT MEMORY CARD.

OH YOU WOULDN'T WANNA KNOW WHERE I FOUND IT. I ALMOST STABBED MYSELF TO DEATH WHEN I REALIZED WHERE IT WAS. JUST GOES TO PROVE HOW STUPID I AM.

I'M LEAVING ON A 2:15 FASTCRAFT TRIP TODAY.
WISH ME LUCK ON MY FINALS. I SWEAR I'LL MAKE T UP TO YOU GUYS THIS SUMMER.

OH AND, GREEN ALERT!

SORRY. LEMME SPAZZ FOR NOW. IT'S NOT EVERYDAY I GET TO BE ALL SPAZZ-Y LIKE THIS. OH AND DON'T FORGET TO WISH ME LUCK WITH MY FINAL EXAMS.

OH AND, ZOMG. WHAT'S WITH ALL MY HIGH CAPS? WHAT'S UP WIT MEH? ERRR.. MUST BE SOMETHING I ATE. HEH. BUHBYE HOMETOWN. BE BACK IN A WEEK.

Labels: DREAM HIGH, FANGIRL, happy, home, I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YET, one of those OHYES moments, random

I tell you who.

*raises hand*
ME ME ME.

This whole addiction thing's gobbling my whole mood up and I'm starting to believe this is gonna be it... The time my life starts sucking like lalalala. By the time I graduate from this University, I'll be a full-pledged Fangirl, I bet.

I hate rain. I hate how it reminds me of romantic movie scenes and kissing and happy endings. You know that feeling? Yea. It sucks. And yayy to me for continuing the challendge up 'til today.

Labels: 30 day challenge, friends, random, UP

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Packing was never my thing. Ahh. It just sucks. It only gets exciting when I do it for home. But when I do it for going back to MY place, it get's soooooo... BORING and stuff..

And I still find it so hard to believe that we're actually ONE YEAR AWAY from the ALLEGED END OF THE WORLD. HAHAHA. FUNNY. I dunno, but when we reach 2013, I'll SRSLY watch the movie 2012 AND ROFLMAO LIKE HELL. HAHAHA. But if we don't then.. OH DEAR GAWD, THE WRITER OF THE MOVIE IS A GENIUS.

I'm going back to MYAMI tomorrow. If the weather goes a little easy on me, that is. The only thing that makes this whole going back thing exciting though, is the fact that I'd be seeing my fellas again. I missed them like yeah. But I srsly don't miss CLASSES. HAHA.


BLAAAAH. MUST STOP TALKING NONSENSE NOW.
Oh well.. At least I enjoyed my Holidays. Lucky enough. Hope everybody did too.
ILOVEYOUALL. :*



I usually don't bring a bag these days. Sumtimes I feel so wrong having one when I actually don't have sumthing useful in it. So I just put my phone in my pocket and insert my eyeglasses between my collars and sum cash in the other pocket and a handkerchief scram. But yeah, I'm normal. If I do bring one, you'll find normal stuff in it, like:

MY EYEGLASSES.
MY MOBILE PHONE. (w/ earphones)
MY KIT (which is actually one of those not-useful-stuff I was talking about) (eyeliner and shadows, powder, comb, perfume)
SOMETHING FROM PAULO (right now it's The Pilgrimage, - I got as a present for Chrsitmas) JUST IN CASE YOU KNOW, I GET BORED. (that happens a lot)
HANDKERCHIEF
MY STUDENT ID.

Labels: 30 day challenge, graphic site, I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YET, random, school

Once again, I'll be blogging for the sake of the challenge. Been feeling kinda effed up lately. I have problems. Family problems. And I'm we're tryna fix it right now. Hope everything turns out okay soon.

Been busy with school too. Wooo. New subjects and teachers. New friends. Boooyah. New crush. Weheehee. I'll get back to you guys. Sorry for not replying to your tags and comments. I'll make it up to you when my sched gets a little looser. 'KAY? Good.

As of now, I think I'm dying because of too much TONSILLITIS. It just hurts sooooo baaaad. Been doing sum remedies for it but it's not working. OHWELL. Might just die right now.

MY THROAT HURTS SO BAD :'(

Labels: 30 day challenge, college life, family, friends, problems, random, school

H U L L O   D E A R S.
PLEASE VISIT MY GRAPHIC SITE AT:

http://almonds-andraisins.blogspot.com/ [VISIT]

It's a book-inspired graphic site. From the one I'm currently reading: Maisie Mosco's Almonds and Raisins. Did not have sumthing yummy in mind to name my site so I just chose the book's title. Heee. You can apply as a maker. I'm inviting sum peeps to. Cause classes are gonna be back again and I couldn't be online as often as I've been going online for the past weeks. So I kinda need some help. Just contact me if you wanna be a part of it :D



I can be a beggar for a day.
Not that I wanna BE ONE. No. I just feel like it. I wanna feel free, you know. Free-er than anyone else. Maybe it's because I love travelling a lot too. I've kinda been dreaming about living a nomadic life. Guess I just wanna feel like those beggars from Coelho's The Zahir. Esther would say that beggars were the only ones who never pretend to be happy. To this I quote a conversation between the main character, who was a best-selling writer and a bunch of beggars from the book from which I've learned a lot:

“Who are you? What kind of life is this? You’re healthy, you could work, but instead you
prefer to hang around doing nothing!”
“We choose to stay outside, outside a world that is fast collapsing, outside people who
live in constant fear of losing something, who walk along the street as if everything was
fine, when, in fact, everything is bad, very bad indeed! Don’t you beg too? Don’t you ask
for alms from your boss to pay the owner of your apartment?”
“Aren’t you ashamed to be wasting your life?” asks the woman in the purple coat.
“Who said I’m wasting my life? I do precisely what I want to do.”
The burly man interrupts, saying:
“And what is it you want? To live on top of the world? Who told you that the mountain is
necessarily better than the plain? You think we don’t know how to live, don’t you? Well,
your wife understood that we know exactly what we want from life. Do you know what
we want? Peace! Freedom! And not to be obliged to follow the latest fashions—we make
our own fashions here! We drink when we want to and sleep whenever we feel like it!
Not one person here chose slavery and we’re proud of it, even though you and people like
you may think we’re just a lot of pathetic freeloaders!”

So yea. Guess that pretty much explains everything. I'm travelling back to Miami tomorrow for the second semester. Woooo. I feel nervous and excited as well.
But I think I'm ready for another bunch of (God forbid) terror professors, dirtbag-looking bluebooks, achievements and maybe humiliations too. Bring it on.

Labels: 30 day challenge, college life, graphic site, happy, paulo coelho, random, school, UP

Had some fun hanging out with peanutbutter and orangeregine today. Plus, ate Shint.

We were planning movies. But we ended up eating candies in one corner plus that little donut dip on Mr. Donuts. Had much fun food-tripping with them. And daaarn, ate Shint should finish her comicbook. I wish I have skills like theirs too. Huuu. I feel so useless. 

Anyways, I dun feel like telling a story today.  I guess I can say I dun really feel okay. But I'm okay. It's just this feeling, you know. I think I'm slowly becoming a coward. All hail me. When was I ever brave enough? I keep on letting myself believe I can do IT. The IT I still don't recognize until now. I feel like shrinking (yes, literally) everytime I think about the future. I feel so unleaded. I need something to keep me on track. Kind of like a drug that'd perhaps make me feel focused? I guess I need an inspiration.

On the contrary, I dun think I need a boyfriend at all. I find it so ironic how my family NEVER made having a boyfriend an issue to me. They say it's so not prohibited. And that I could have one as long as it does not go off board, if you know what I mean. But I dun really want one. GREAAAT. While other daughters get so busy keeping their relationships from their family, here I am, very free to have one and yet I'm wasting my chance. Haaah. Whatever, I just want to be inspired SOMEHOW. Bottomline is: I wanna have that freakin' courage I need to finally talk to HIM. I NEED TO SAY HELLO, darnit. I know, I know. I sound so hopeless. Believe me, I am. I just wanna say hello.

"HELLO, YOU NERD. I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU. YOU SHOULD BE KNOWING THAT BY NOW. GUESS YOU'RE TOO BUSY WITH YOUR MATH PROBLEMS. BLAAAAH. Ihateyoulikeyou. Or should it be, Ihateyoulikeyou?"

You should be laughing by now. I sound so much like a hopeless fangirl. Guess I really am a fangirl. And guess I am hopeless too. WHATEVER. I wanna die. KIDDING. OKAY. MUST.STOP.FANGIRL-ING.NOW.

I'm finally halfway from completing the challenge. Cheers.

Labels: 30 day challenge, bored, friends, problems, random

Okay. I dun know what to post right now.
Again, I'm just posting for the sake of today's challenge. I told you, I can't waste time! huuu. I dun think I'm gonna be able to update this often when I get back to Miami ; this also kinda explains why I'm hurrying this whole challenge thing up.

Today I did my usual sembreak routine. I woke up late (again), did the same things I've been doing for the past weeks I've been here, and now, blogging (again) very late. I wanna do something with my life, darnit. I feel so useless. I wanna do things; I wanna learn. I feel so uneasy everytime I realize I'm left with basically NOTHING TO DO again. Especially now that I've already finished Coelho's The Zahir, my third. I think it's because I'm getting so used to my typical Miami routine : Wake up, cram, eat, cram, go to class, cram, cram and cram. OH AND CRAM too. Yeah, I do a lot of cramming and I dun care. Sometimes, it helps. At least I've got SOMETHING to do, right?

I spent my whole time on the computer fixing peanutbutter's blogskin. Then I got to realize how hard it is conceptualizing something you basically have no idea about. But I think I know her enough so I guess it went well. Glad to be of help to her. Oh and now that I got exposed to more awesome skins, I'm starting to feel like mine is kinda getting boooorrriiing. I wanna change my skin soon. At least before the second semester starts. I wanna cut my hair too. It's too long already. Fuuuuu.


I DON'T LIKE EGOTISTICAL PEOPLE. I choose not to elaborate on this part. To the people on top, you may be really on top, but that doesn't make you important to everybody. It's a matter of HARDWORK ad RESPECT before you get to be respected.

So, as to quench my "i-need-something-to-do" thirst, I think I'm going out with peanutbutter and reginald on Saturday. I wanna watch a moooovieeee so badlyyy. Hope it's final.

Labels: 30 day challenge, bored, paulo coelho, random

Okay. I dun feel like typing much. I feel bored.
And since I'm tryna kill some time, I wanna do something that'd save me from this boredom.
I previously lurked into dear Lulu's blog and found this. Also found it circulating on FB now so yea. I thought Hey, this is exciting. I should do this. So I'm doing it now. Hooooo.

RULES:
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "ARE YOU OKAY" YOU SAY?
Collide by Dishwalla ( uhhh. whut?)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Make it mine by Jason Mraz ( ... )

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Lip gloss by Lil' Mama (WTH?! lmao)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Whatever you like by Nicole Scherzinger (OHHYEAHHH.)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Radio by Music Soulchild ( huh? )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Happy Birthday by Click Five ( haa. bottomline : LIFE. )

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
A love of your own by J Holiday ( wth does that mean? )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Call me by Tweet ( haaaah? )

WHAT IS 2+2?
Love taps by The Pen up Girls ( IDC about math anyway. lol )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
You and me by Sean Kingston ( huuhh? lol )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Find me by Boys Avenue ( just what I want him to do. pshhh. )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Sweetest Thing by U2 ( Keewwll.)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
It's over now by Neve ( huh? i'll never grow up? wuutt? )

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Keep you much longer by Akon ( awwww. )

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Be the one by Dontae ( an RNB song?! o_O )

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You and me by Lifehouse ( haaah. reminds me of someone i USED to like.)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Want it, need it by Plies ft. Ashanti ( ... )

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Never ever by Ciara ft. Young Jeezy ( Ohhhyeaaah. )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
All I have by J.Lo ( Hahhh. 101% agreed. )

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
One headlight by Wallflowers ( darn, old song. o_O )

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
So far away by Bamboo ( Ohhh? Hahh. :p )

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
For you I will by Teddy Geiger ( Ahhhh. Fave song <3 )

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The Freshmen by The Verve Pipe ( Ahhh. What's wrong with my freshman year? T_T )

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Oops Oh My by Tweet ( WTF? I die of S-ing?! o_O )

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Viva La Vida by The Coldplay ( Is that a YES? haha. )

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Sunday bloody sunday by U2 (Wth?)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Don't worry be happy by Bobby Mcferrin ( Haha. Indeed. :p )

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Hate that i love you by Rihanna dt. Ne-yo ( Pshhhh. )

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Hush by LL Cool J ( Haaaah :p )

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
You don't miss your water by Craig David ( Okayy then. )

Phew. I never noticed I had a wide variety of music genres in here. Surprisingly, I know all of the songs. From 60's blues to today's rnb's and rap. Cool. On second thought, I guess my challenge for today is kinda related. Hoooo.

Labels: 30 day challenge, bored, game, random

I've been dozing off a lot lately.
Been feeling tired and lazy a lot. I wonder whats wrong with me. It must be the weather in here or something. I feel like curling up every night and wanting to sleep forever because of it. But I know that's not gonna happen. I mean, you know.

This typhoon is killing me. Though I know how much I love rainy days, this is just a little too much. It's killing a lot of people in here. Psssssh. Wish it would just leave; I mean not into other countries, just, you know. VANISH. Wish that's possible. Geez, I'm wishing a lot. Hoooo.

So, tomorrow later's gonna be the little reunion. I'm still thinking about going or not. I wanna go, but, as you know, I feel lazy. Poor me, too lazy. I don't feel like fixing myself tomorrow. Most of the time I plan what I wear on occasions like these. But I think I'm not gonna do that tomorrow. Cause, again, I FEEL LAZY. Darnit, is it that hard to understand? Haha.

I think I feel down because I haven't seen him for ages now. Is that even acceptable? He barely knows me. HAAAAH. I'm fangirl-ing again. Maybe I'm just missing how I sneak around to look for him, you know. It's just mere crushing, I guess. NOTHING MORE THAN JUST A CRUSH. It has to be NOTHING. (Though I know it's something.) Wow this is hard. I sound sooooo... drugged. Am I? Of course I'm not. I'm just a little nervous about my grades. AHHH. GRADES.. Been waiting for it to be posted on the website. I feel like dying everytime I open my account to check. It's killing me.


Good thing I have Mischievous kiss to cheer me up. I love it, really. I think JiHoo (forgot the real name) fits the role of Seung Jo perfectly, and Oh Ha Ni, the newbie. Darn, she's pretty. I'm on episode ten now. I need more time. Everytime I go online, I get caught up on WonderPM duties; they're just so addicting, GAAAH. Anyways, here goes my challenge for today.

MY FAVORITE SUPERHERO But I figured how much I've always wanted to be invisible. Heee. I mean, you know. Whenever you feel embarrassed you could just be invisible. There are lotsa pros actually. And I don't see any cons having this power. Because of that, I chose Almighty ShadowCat. hee. I think she's cute and adorable and I like her powers. Geez, I sound so shallow, don't I? But that's the truth. Plus I don't have anyone else on mind. Go Shadowcat!

Labels: 30 day challenge, mischievous kiss, random

Hello sweet monsters.
I am blogging for the sake of occupying time and space - You see, I have a feeling that this Photoshop problem thingy is not leaving our precious lives alone. We're having a hard time looking for the portable version. We're supposed to submit our layout for the publicity later, yet here I am, b l o g g i n g again and again.

But I have one reason left to be happy -- IT'S WEDNESDAY. No class, no stressful Social Science readings and stuff. Plus, the administration granted our precious prayers during the Cheering Competition; HTTPS cheat is back once more. OHHHYEAHHH. So yeah, that kinda explains why I'm here blogging nonsense whereabouts again. Better get serious now. Let's do this. Click [here] for more info about the following challenge.

Labels: 30 day challenge, random