I tell you who.

*raises hand*
ME ME ME.

This whole addiction thing's gobbling my whole mood up and I'm starting to believe this is gonna be it... The time my life starts sucking like lalalala. By the time I graduate from this University, I'll be a full-pledged Fangirl, I bet.

I hate rain. I hate how it reminds me of romantic movie scenes and kissing and happy endings. You know that feeling? Yea. It sucks. And yayy to me for continuing the challendge up 'til today.

Labels: 30 day challenge, friends, random, UP

Since it's really gettin' late and I seriously need to sleep now cause it's gonna be New Year's Eve later and I'd have lots of things to do, I'll make this post kind of like a PHOTOBLOGPOST.

These are Photos from GAWAD KALINGA's Christmas Gift-Giving Celebration last Dec. 18. And it really, NO DOUBT made my HOLIDAYS. Gawad Kalinga btw, is one of the Philippine's best Charity Foundations.We went to a Barangay and gave groceries and stuff and talked to the residents. <3 It really made me happy. Plus the fact that I went with sum of my fellow batchmates and upperclassmen. Yayy.

CHARITY WORK FOR CHRISTMAS = TOTALLY MADE MY HOLIDAYS.
(**click images for full view and long && important captions)

Labels: friends, happy, one of those OHYES moments, so holiday-ish

Once again, I'll be blogging for the sake of the challenge. Been feeling kinda effed up lately. I have problems. Family problems. And I'm we're tryna fix it right now. Hope everything turns out okay soon.

Been busy with school too. Wooo. New subjects and teachers. New friends. Boooyah. New crush. Weheehee. I'll get back to you guys. Sorry for not replying to your tags and comments. I'll make it up to you when my sched gets a little looser. 'KAY? Good.

As of now, I think I'm dying because of too much TONSILLITIS. It just hurts sooooo baaaad. Been doing sum remedies for it but it's not working. OHWELL. Might just die right now.

MY THROAT HURTS SO BAD :'(

Labels: 30 day challenge, college life, family, friends, problems, random, school

Had some fun hanging out with peanutbutter and orangeregine today. Plus, ate Shint.

We were planning movies. But we ended up eating candies in one corner plus that little donut dip on Mr. Donuts. Had much fun food-tripping with them. And daaarn, ate Shint should finish her comicbook. I wish I have skills like theirs too. Huuu. I feel so useless. 

Anyways, I dun feel like telling a story today.  I guess I can say I dun really feel okay. But I'm okay. It's just this feeling, you know. I think I'm slowly becoming a coward. All hail me. When was I ever brave enough? I keep on letting myself believe I can do IT. The IT I still don't recognize until now. I feel like shrinking (yes, literally) everytime I think about the future. I feel so unleaded. I need something to keep me on track. Kind of like a drug that'd perhaps make me feel focused? I guess I need an inspiration.

On the contrary, I dun think I need a boyfriend at all. I find it so ironic how my family NEVER made having a boyfriend an issue to me. They say it's so not prohibited. And that I could have one as long as it does not go off board, if you know what I mean. But I dun really want one. GREAAAT. While other daughters get so busy keeping their relationships from their family, here I am, very free to have one and yet I'm wasting my chance. Haaah. Whatever, I just want to be inspired SOMEHOW. Bottomline is: I wanna have that freakin' courage I need to finally talk to HIM. I NEED TO SAY HELLO, darnit. I know, I know. I sound so hopeless. Believe me, I am. I just wanna say hello.

"HELLO, YOU NERD. I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU. YOU SHOULD BE KNOWING THAT BY NOW. GUESS YOU'RE TOO BUSY WITH YOUR MATH PROBLEMS. BLAAAAH. Ihateyoulikeyou. Or should it be, Ihateyoulikeyou?"

You should be laughing by now. I sound so much like a hopeless fangirl. Guess I really am a fangirl. And guess I am hopeless too. WHATEVER. I wanna die. KIDDING. OKAY. MUST.STOP.FANGIRL-ING.NOW.

I'm finally halfway from completing the challenge. Cheers.

Labels: 30 day challenge, bored, friends, problems, random

I know.
First of all, I must apologize for not being in the blogsphere for such a LOOOOONG TIME. I know it has just been five days, but in blogging, it's equivalent to a whole ERA. Haha. I hope you understand. Lotsa things happening in school.
We had our dormitory's Grill Night last night, where we were assigned each a festival to portray and celebrate in one night; we grilled lotsa delicious food. As for our group, we got the ASWANG FESTIVAL from CAPIZ. [note: Aswang is a mythical creature in Philippine Folklore] For more info about this festival, click [here] . So anyways, yea we did it. Though we didn't get any place in the competition, I'm still very satisfied with what we worked on. Our booth was just the best! And ohhhh, You know how much I've always wanted to be a witch right? Hah! Guess what? I got to be a witch that night. That alone, made me very happy. You would notice in my face how happy crazzzzy I was about it:

 **I SO LOOK LIKE A TRYING HARD WITCH. Arghh. I don't have my pointed hat in this photo though. I left it on the bed. Haha. The red witch is Camille (our mascot that night), the white princess is Shelly, and of course the crazy black witch is ME. Couldn't stop laughing when I first saw this pic. I didn't know I could look so craaazzy and evil at the same time.

 What made me more happy that night, was that I realized I switched festivals with my CRUSH! I was like, Oh my gosh, he's in Bacolod's Maskara Festival Group and I'm in Capiz' Aswang Festival Group! Hahaha! He's from Capiz and I'm from Bacolod. FATE! Haha. I may be fantasizing but, what is it supposed to mean, really? Nah, maybe just a plain COINCIDENCE.

So, yea. That's pretty much it. I mean, got lots of pictures left but I have so limited time. Maybe gonna post it when my sched gets a little not tight. I'm gonna have a Photo Blog Post someday! Gonna post all the pics I missed to post and captions to explain it. Watch out for it! :D

Anyways, LET'S DO THIS.



In the streets of Ilo-Ilo City, witnessing various "Cancer of the Soceity" that was going on. We taped a movie film which we are going to submit for a huge competition that's going on sometime this Month. This is a photo from today. It's currently my primary photo in Facebook. I'm with my fellow Indie Org members. We had a shooting today. A VERY LOOOONG ONE. Our seniors gave us some brief introduction to filming and camera angles and such. I LIKED IT VERY MUCH. Now I know the feeling. I've always wanted to experience this. THE FEELING IS JUST SO EPIC. NO WORDS TO EXPLAIN IT. JUST EPIC. I'm abit sad though that Regine is not in the photo T_T. She was taking the pic. We love you Reg! Thanks for this awesome picture!

Anyways, I was supposed to post a Baby Boom pic too. But Fivi got to do it first in her third day challenge. Haha. I just miss them and the times. And I think those were the best of my High School days. I can't deny that fact. Just check out Fivi's third day challenge if you're interested to know more.


HOPE THIS IS ENOUGH FOR YOU LITTLE CREATURES. <3
Thank you all for the comments and the tags. Kepp them coming, okay? Though I am real sorry I can't update my Affie list right now. And I can't reply to your tags and comments. I am typing real faaast right now cause I need to get in my dormitory before the curfew time or I'll get killed! Please bear with me. But I swear, I'll make it up to you when my sched gets a bit cool, OKAY? I LOVE YOU ALL. I'm trying my best to keep it up with you guys. I promise I'll make it up to you.

THE COFFEEMOONSTAR LOVES YOU. <3

Labels: 30 day challenge, friends, indieorg

Hello there. [♥]
So you may have dropped in to my blog and caught in the time when I had the " I am home!" mood in my header up there . Yea, I did go home and I had loads of fun there . I am in my Freshman year in a University and this is the first time I'm studying away from my family . So far, so good. I have a sister and four more brothers - they all lived together now, I'm the only one away so that kinda makes me feel jealous of them. I can pretty much say I am not used to being away from them. When I went back home, I met some friends again after a long time : Maxine, Kim, James, Fitz, JJ, Star, and Herman (He was so cute! He looked like a Korean when I saw him. I barely recognized him!) --because they ate in Chef Will's and I saw them in the Cafe next to it. But of course, I spent more time with my Family. I have been nostalgic lately and I felt like I needed to go home to be myself again. I realized that I needed a dose of HOME from time to time to be able to survive. So for survival purposes, I went home ! I went home with Feb, a very good friend and dorm mate of mine from BS Psychology. We lived in the same province so yeah.

CHEF WILL's [♥]. For most of my time there, I was at Chef Will's. I had to help Mom with all the stuff and I kinda felt really good cause all the serving stuff made me remember summer- when I was with my cousin Patrice and we were the ones incharge of keeping up our Aunt's Resto . Oh how I miss my cousin. Hope I see her soon.
Daughtz(Maxine) and I agreed to meet up during lunch time cause she had Choir Practice in the morning and since her and my (old)school was just near there, she dropped by, had lunch with a few more friends, and had a little chat with me and my Lil' sister. Maxine has been a part of the family now . She's always welcome and I feel like I am too in their house. I've been there a lot of times already and did a lot of crazy things with her too so I can say she's been a sister to me and a family to my family now. I  We just love her [♥].
1. After a long time of being away from each other, I finally had time with my Mom! I am so happy I saw her before August ended. Missing her Birthday was bad enough. I couldn't imagine myself missing her Birthmonth . My other brother's gonna have his Birthday on the 25th too! Too sad I'm not gonna be there. I love you Kuya John! [note: Kuya is older brother in our language.]
2. The three little sisters. Haha. You know, what really made me happy was that I knew we didn't have to go to the mall just to experience fun. We just sat there, talked and laughed together, and Poof!I felt completely Happy! [♥].
 3. I'm with my little sister after what seemed to be years! Forgive us for looking so gross . Maxine took this pic in the afternoon and it was sooo darn hot there . Notice how Alecx had her hair un-combed. Haha. And she kept on bombarding my phone again! She really loved one game Party Bubble Popper. Whenever I went home, she'd ask if she could borrow my cellphone and immediately browse through stuff and play the game. I even remember one time when I was about to leave, she was like, "Ate, don't delete my account in Party Bubble Popper, okay?!" So basically, she owned that game. [note: Ate is older sister in our language.]

Now that I'm back, I feel completely happy again. I have something really big behind me, always pushing me forward, making me do stuff for my good and the good of everybody: My Family and friends. I really love them and I feel like they're my Vitamins. They make me feel stronger everyday.

Labels: family, friends, happy, home